Saturday, December 31, 2005

Happy New Year!

Well, Happy New Year Everybody! :) It's almost 3am! I just got done babysitting! :) Can't talk long.... need to get ready to go snoboarding in 2 1/2 hours! :)
MUAH! Love you all! Be safe and have fun this year!
In Christ,
Jess
p.s. watch King Kong and The Chronicles of Narnia! They are EXCELLENT! :)

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Christmas Pics From Annie!





Here are a few Pics that Annie sent me from Christmas time!! :) Merry christmas everybody!!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Squadron Christmas Party!





A little late, but here are some pictures from our squadron Christmas party on 18 December 2005, Sunday! :) From top to bottom (then the bottom!)...Airframes OIC Capt Ditto and Capt Szczepek's son.... me in the dorky sumo suits!! :) I could barely reach!..... the new mom's and babys in the Squadron!.... Santa visits the kids and he rode in on Lancer 01- Indian Joe! :)

Monday, December 12, 2005

Pics from Kadens Okinawa!




From top to bottom : Our Ordnance guys safeing the jet off the line...... a blurry night shadow of our jet!.... and Cpl Jessie Walker, from the Power Line shop, giving us the thumbs up for the trip home!

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Kadena, Okinawa

Hey there everybody!! :) Well, sorry that it has been a few days (weeks) since I have written! :) Lol, I've been super busy and I have not really had too much time to get to a computer! :) BUT... here I am!!! :) Well, we are on Kadena Air Force base! Here in Japan (still!) but not on main land, it's on the Island of Okinawa. We are slated to go home within the week, so.. :) I'll get my phone hooked back up and call everyone! I PROMISE!!! :) And DON'T WORRY!!! I will get the other 3 boxes sent home to mom so everyone can sort them out! The bad thing is, they more than likely won't get there until after Christmas! But, the great thing about that is when these get there, you guys won't just be distracted by getting more presents. :) I love you guys, and I can't WAIT to see you all very soon!!! :) I MISS YOU GUYS!!
Well, I have also decided that I'm not gonna re-write that ENTIRE book on here. :) Lol, one because I don't have a lot of time as it is and two because my attention span does not last that long. :D Heehee....
MUAH!! Love you all much! And HAPPY HOLIDAYS! Please take this time to remember what is most important... being with family and close friends. Being with those you love is the most important thing in the universe. So, don't forget to let them know. I want my family to know that I love them more than anything or anyone else and I miss them more everyday that we are seperated. And to my little Stephanie... I know that I am far away and I am very sorry that I cannot be with you. I miss you more every moment that we are apart. But I want you to know that I love you more than I have ever loved anyone or anything in my entire life. You mean more to me than anyone ever has. I know that you are special and that the Lord has blessed me very much by putting you in my life. So, the Lord has blessed me more that I deserve in my life. He gave me a wonderful, loving, and very supportive family who has been behind me thru every decision I have ever made and who has stood beside me thru all the good and the bad over the last couple of years. And for friends who have tried so hard to keep in touch with me when I was to the point of just blocking everyone else out. I know the twins have hunted me down for years, never letting me just slip away. They always pulled me back when I strayed too far away. :) And I thank the Lord everyday for them. But most of all, I thank the Lord for my little Angel. I don't know who I would be or where I would have ended up if it hadn't been for her in my life. Looking back, I am soo happy I became a mom at 15. The ppl I went to school with never had to work 2 jobs, go to school full time, babysit, do house work, pay bills, etc. That's what parents were for. But, I am SOOOO happy that I did get to do all of that. Because when I go out with friends on the weekends here, I realize that not being able to do the normal teenage stuff helped me to not do stupid stuff as an adult out on my own. I don't need to go out and drink until I can't remember what happened the next morning. I can go out and just hang out and I like knowng that I am the responsible one. And I have my mom to thank for that. She raised me to know that family is the most important thing and believe me, there were moments in those early years when I just wanted to be a "normal" kid and do "normal" kid stuff, not babysit or go to work all weekend. But, I see now why it was so important to help out family. Even when it means to make a few sacrifices. Although now, I don't see them as bad ones. I am soo happy for those weekends spent playing hide and seek and hours of Dora the Explorer or Scooby Doo. Because now that I am alone, those are the moments that I miss the most. I have pictures of her EVERYWHERE.... at home, at work, on me all the time... I talk about my little girl whenever I can. She is my baby, my pride and joy in life. And as my fifth Christmas with her, this is the first that I cannot be at home spending it with her or the rest of the family. And even tho I will be spending Christmas with friends that I am very thankful for as well, I know my heart and my thoughts will be spending Christmas at home with her. I miss her very much and I know that she misses me too. I am thankful for my loving family and greatest friends. But, I'm sure I have said this a few times. So, I'm gonna go now. Its 0230 and I need to get up in a few hours for a haircut. I'm sorry if my tangents never make sense! I always know what I wanna start out saying... but then.... I dunno, I just go on and on... :) I love you all and miss you all. :) Love from far away~ Jess