Thursday, November 09, 2006

Perseverence





me and josh a year ago. me and josh less than a week ago. wow. and let me be the first to tell you - that was one rough year! but, we did it, didn't we baby? we held on and made it this far. :-) thank you so much for putting up with me and my ups and downs. if you hadn't i'd be lost right now without you. you are my hero, my love. with you by my side i know that i can accomplish anything. you are my strength when i'm weak, my warmth when i am cold, my eyes that show me things i can't see on my own, my heartbeat that keeps me going everyday. i love you for every little thing that you do- like chew on your finger when you talk on the phone (cute!). and for every big thing that you do- like tell me you love me. ME baby. you love me. wow. it still blows my mind sometimes. how did someone like you pick someone like me to love?
how did i ever get so lucky, God? and i look forward to everyday that You give me with this man that i love so much. i promise to cherish him in everyway, be there thru all the times, good and bad. to be his strength, his rock. to be his shoulder and listen to everyword. to be his hand to hold, for times when words just won't do. and i promise to love him more every minute of everyday. please watch over him while we are apart and keep him safe. help him to be happy even tho i'm not there. we'll be together very soon, meeting each others families! give us strength! we're gonna need it! lol! and watch over us lord. we would not be here today if you had not whispered in our ears to persevere. thru all the trials that we went thru, they were so we could be standing here together today. and i will thank you every minute of my life for that.
josh~ only 35 days until i am outta here and on my way home! and only a few after that until i see you again! until then, know that i love you and miss you and am praying for you everyday. i will thinkof you every moment i am awake and dream about every second that i am asleep. you are my love. my life. adn i cannot wait to see where our adventure takes us.
forever yours,
jess

1 comment:

Lynne Howard said...

ewwww.....since when did you get so MUSHY!?!? good Lord...hahah pics of you and josh makin out...yuck.
well- so when do we get to MEET HIM!!? you know you can't get engaged or anything until we meet and approve, which i'm sure we will, he seems awesome!
ok so does this mean we get to call you

JOSSIE? or Joshie? Jessosh?
hmmm...i'll have to think about it.


(ps: get this:
anne + tyler = antler!!!!) lol